Yesterday

Well I had a decent night. The girls were with my Mom for the day. Which isn't bad BUT she let them have a late nap. SO that means we were up till 12!!! UGH! I am actually not that tired to tell you the truth. My body adjusts well since having the girls!! I remember the day I would sleep. I rememeber going to bed at like 10 and getting up the next day at 1! Oh those were the days. But since then I have learned to live off of like 2 hours sleep lol. The girls were in a really good mood though last night. They were playing with Karl wrestling around it was really cute and fun to watch them. Course their mood changed when it was bed time. But tonight things are going to change!!! They are now not going to watch any movies, I will put them to bed right at 830 and that is it. They are SO not going to like it but you know what I just don't care. This is getting SUPER old fast. They are 4 and 3 no reason they can't just go to bed. Other then that life is normal. Karl and I are getting along so far. I still have an odd feeling something is wrong but I am going to try to move on from it and just live for the day. I can't keep doing this or I am going to drive myself insane for something that possibly isn't even happening. Well I shouldn't say that I don't know what it is I am thinking is wrong but I just felt something was. And maybe there isn't.

Anyways that is it for the day. See I posted today too. I am so proud! Maybe just getting on here and venting will help me get past the bump I am at!