Nothing new

Well nothing really new today.... I am pretty aggrevated at the State of Ohio. They took our entire refund!! Well the state anyways! They say we STILL owe them money but I just don't understand that at all!!! But what can you do? I have some forms I have to fill out and then send in and PRAY that they agree to lower the amount. It is a HUGE mess!!!

Karl and I are getting along SO well. It is really scary and I am so scared to write that for fear that something will change. But as of this moment we are ok. He has been very tentative to me even though not like I want but we can't have it all..... For now my feelings of something is wrong are subsiding which I am glad lol. He slept on the couch last night for most people that would be bad but for him it is normal really. He didn't work today and fell asleep watching tv. Normally he comes in the room to do that but since I was in bed fast asleep I guess he decided not to bother me lol.

I am going to attempt to share some pics. These are of the girls at the airforce museum this weekend.

Kaitlyn in the Space man suit

Kassidy in the Space man suit

The girls favorite air plane

Kassie so excited at the museum

Complete consintration LOL

WOW that worked! Hope you enjoy. I will attach more to my photobucket. The link is on another post. Not that anyone sees this but that is ok. I have it to print someday lol!

Guess I better get back to work. Will try to catch up again soon enough!

Yesterday

Well I had a decent night. The girls were with my Mom for the day. Which isn't bad BUT she let them have a late nap. SO that means we were up till 12!!! UGH! I am actually not that tired to tell you the truth. My body adjusts well since having the girls!! I remember the day I would sleep. I rememeber going to bed at like 10 and getting up the next day at 1! Oh those were the days. But since then I have learned to live off of like 2 hours sleep lol. The girls were in a really good mood though last night. They were playing with Karl wrestling around it was really cute and fun to watch them. Course their mood changed when it was bed time. But tonight things are going to change!!! They are now not going to watch any movies, I will put them to bed right at 830 and that is it. They are SO not going to like it but you know what I just don't care. This is getting SUPER old fast. They are 4 and 3 no reason they can't just go to bed. Other then that life is normal. Karl and I are getting along so far. I still have an odd feeling something is wrong but I am going to try to move on from it and just live for the day. I can't keep doing this or I am going to drive myself insane for something that possibly isn't even happening. Well I shouldn't say that I don't know what it is I am thinking is wrong but I just felt something was. And maybe there isn't.

Anyways that is it for the day. See I posted today too. I am so proud! Maybe just getting on here and venting will help me get past the bump I am at!

This past weekend

Well the weekend wasn't to bad. I had my niece who did drive me crazy a little. But what can I say she is 4 and let's face it my 4 yr old drives me crazy too. We went to my Grandma's on Saturday.. It was sad seeing my Grandpa. He says he is feeling better but it is hard to see him just KNOWING this could be "IT". I don't know how I will handle it when he is gone. He was so much like my second Dad. I love him so much and to know there is these horrible disease in him slowly killing him just breaks my heart. You never think that the people you are closest too will ever go away. Makes me remember to hold everyone I hold dear tight! Um anyways other then that, that is where I am... Karl and I had somewhat of a good talk. As well as those come. He isn't much of a talker. Most of the talks resort in picking stuff out of what he is saying lol. But I got the point.... So other then that life is the same!!!

I am really going to try harder to write in here. Not that anyone is reading it but makes me feel good to come back to it. :)

Been a while

Well it has been a while. Nothing new to report really. Still hanging in there. The girls are growing up SO much. Kassidy is finally talking a lot course now we can't get her to hush LOL! Kait is doing good also. Still swear she is 4 going on 15! That is the best and most perfect way to describe her! Karl seems to be doing well too. He is so hard to read sometimes. God love him. I try my hardest to understand what he is thinking and then to only have him do the opposite. Guess that is what keeps us going. It is so hard to believe that tomorrow will mark the 13th year that we met!!! I can remember it like it was yesterday...

Feb 15th 1997
I had not gone to school that day because I was sick. That night though at the career center our lab was having an open house for the parents to come see what all we had been doing. And I wanted my mom and Tom to go so bad.... So I said I felt better and amazingly she went for it and we went there. Now I say it like that because my Mom is NOT the give in type. You are to sick to go to school then you are too sick to do anything. Which makes the whole night show it was meant to be lol! Anyways! On the way home we turned on our street and I seen this car at the stop sign not sure why but I was drawn to it and thought wow he is HOT! So we pull in the driveway and I am walking up to the house and all of a sudden that SAME car came pulling up in front of my house. And my friend Amy popped out of the passanger seat. I was like "hey what's up?" and she comes running over. Guess what, I brought Karl to meet you. I was so freaking mad. I was like AMY I have been home sick ALL day I look like Hell! OMG! Well what can a girl do? I went down there and met him. It was instant for me. I knew I liked him. But I had been hurt so many times before I was scared!! Well some how we started talking about going driving and I was like no way my Mom is NOT going to go for it. Well dang if I didn't walk in there (I lied of course said I was going to study) and she let me go!!! So we drove around. I know he took me to see his Mom.... On Feb 17th was our first date. We went to Burger King. Yea you read that right LOL! And Feb 18th is when he asked me to be his girlfriend. Now 13 years later we are married, have 2 beautiful girls, and are finally happy! It is amazing how things happen!

Anyways that is about it from here. Got to get back to work!